Psalm 126:5 says, “Those who sow in tears shall reap in joy.” I’m sowing again. And though I know all things written in the word of God are true, I’m having a difficult time seeing how joy can come when I have to say goodbye to someone I love too soon.
Yesterday, I lost my uncle. The most extraordinary gift regarding family is that they love you simply because you were born. You belong to them. And when you know Jesus, there is a realization that you are linked together through so much more than just DNA. Whether you were adopted or biologically born into a family, you are joined by the hand of God. You are woven into a tapestry of love. Sometimes imperfect love, because we are imperfect people, but love just the same.
Right now, I’m sowing many tears and it is hard to envision joy rising up through them. But I know joy will come. Joy, like a rainbow, is a promise sure and strong. Somehow we survive the storm and awaken to beautiful vibrant color. But don’t ask me when. Don’t ask me how…
Each night I pray protection over all my family. In a moment of frustration, I had to wonder if the Father listened as I whispered my last prayer. As soon as my mind birthed the thought, I knew the answer. Yes, He did listen, but His plans and my plans sometimes differ.
Right now, I’m washing my Bible with tears. I’m sowing them deep. Joy comes in the morning through the mourning. I know my family will reap. It’s a promise, and He does not break His promises.
This is a Five Minute Friday post… it may have taken just a little longer since I was sowing tears while writing…
Thank you for this. I lost my dear mother-in-law yesterday. I am blessed by your words and amazed at how God works. I feel to drained and to raw to write about it right now and I am encouraged by your words.
Prayers and hugs Go out to you and your family.
Continuing on in His Amazing Grace,
Tracy Lee
Thank you, Tracy. I just said a prayer for you and your family as well.
I’m so sorry for your loss. It’s often hard to understand how things work the way they do, when we offer up our prayers and it appears they go unheard. But we know God hears, every prayer, and as you wash your Bible with your tears, He catches every one and puts it in a bottle. Praying He holds you and our family close during this time.
Thank you so much, Barbie. Your words are beautiful.
I’m so sorry for your loss, sweet friend. What faith you have to know and accept that His answers are sometimes different than we would like and that He is still God and still Good…this is definitely a lesson He has been teaching me recently. Though I don’t have the words just now, I hope I’ll be able to process it soon. Prayers for comfort for you and your family as you walk this grief road. May He wrap His arms around you during this time. (((hugs)))
Thank you, Mel.
So many times in life I find myself saying ” What would I do if I didn’t have Jesus?” Those were most often times of unexplainable, indescribable grief. Rest knowing He holds you and your family dear and in the assurance of His fulfilled promise. Be blessed dear friend … Your faith is a beautiful testimony.
Thank you, Lisha.
I am so sorry for you loss. I pray that your tears and words give you relief in your sorrow. Sometimes it helps to share your sorrow and I am blessed to be reading your words and sharing in your hurt with you. May you find peace these next few days as you interact with family, attend services and work through your own grief. Thank you for sharing! Love, Rachael @ Inking the Heart
Thank you, Rachael.
So sorry for your loss. When my mother in love passed away 6 years ago it was so hard. To be able to know our Father’s will is always perfect will bring you great comfort, Stay in his word and listen to Him with all your heart,
Thank you, Amy.
Jen, I love you. Amen, amen, and amen.